Wednesday, March 15, 2006
ah man.. finally those blisters are gone... now new skin formed... woohoo~~.. lols.. kena awaken by reroofing works.. den wake liao they stopped!! (!@#!$&( hahas.. im bored..
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Monday, March 13, 2006
ah man... now my back.. its FREAKING disgusting.. those blisters all popping out.. omg... its gross.. Look at it... that was when i squeezed my back... those blisters came popping.. omg
damn.. im so dam dam afraid it might stay like this... plz plz.. get rid of it from me!!.. geez.. gross...
k.. enough of gross stuff.. lols.. today shi said to me.. he say "ben.. we very failure lei.." then obvious is cause of gf stuff... last time used to think tat too.. no stead fer so long.. kaos.. even those tat impossible to have gf oso have gf liao.. lols.. now thinking back..its a big .. NAH.. now i think.. since no gf = failure.. but got gf doesnt dun make u a failure... if really u dun have the fate.. the luck to meet ur future gf.. den u dun have it.. mian qiang shi mei you xing fu de.. lols.. so i guess.. i shall just wait... hahahahahahaha.. anyway... I WANNA GET RID OF THOSE STUFF ON MY BACK NOW!! OMG!! HELPPPPPPPP
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Friday, March 10, 2006
OMG!!! i now got a phoebia on lasers... dam its so dam dam pain.. starting at the treatment is just like needle poking.. its the freaking after effects... i felt like kena burned alive.. den pain until u cant do anything... finally rushed hm from hospital and applied tons of ice on my back... finally NOW then better le.. almost 8 hours after treatment den ok... oh man.. still nid go for alot of follow ups... scary~.. lols.. then last night dreamt sth funny.. or wierd.. or nice ?.. haAhahA.. i dreamt i was out for a meal with my dad and my buddies and 2 girls.. lol.. den in the end i ended the dream with me going steady with one of them and was so happy in my dream... HAHAHA... woke up.. and my nightmare for the day began... the laser treatment -.- ..
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Thursday, March 09, 2006
lols... went to the dxn seminar today with cousin.. not bad la.. prospects to be rich in thr ... somemore got live examples.. so i will strive it big !hahahaha.. anyway.. went to pool alone... so boring... den went hme.. on e way.. saw a couple... so nice.. the way they talked.. so.. really so like xing fu.. haha.. i can hear the happiness in them.. lols.. how i wish.. let there just be a girl out there just to be able to understand me.. to feel fer me.. i dun nid a miss singapore or some super da mei nu.. lols.. i just nid a somebody to take that place in my heart.. hahas.. its empty now.. lol.. hais.. lonely me~ lols.. dun get da wrong meaning! IM NOT DESPO! lols... just nid someone to be there fer me =D..Be it GoodFrens or If lucky.. maybe a gf? hahahahaha... im thinking too much... Zhi Dui Ni Shuo by Lin Jun Jie is nice! .. all go dl.. haha.. [ Sa Rang Hae Yo ~ Means I Love You ]
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
its been a long while.. hahas.. firstly.. IM IN SIM!! lol..taking diploma for management studies .. dam its cool... the campus is nice.. and lots of nice ppl..haha.. still can rmb a few days ago.. on the verge of breaking down.. didnt noe bout the SIM choice.. tot had to go overseas.. so many things i cant leave behind.. tht day... saw a blind man in orchard.. trying to cross e road.. the traffic light was red when he started walking... but once he walked 2 steps.. it turned GREEN!! den we were like OMG!!.. but too far away frm him... lucky got this motorcyclist HORNed and HORNed and HORNed... to stop other cars from moving forward.. lols.. PHEW~ den another lady ran forward to help him... after that thing.. we one group continued walking ... but all went into silence.. maybe they were thinkin same as me?.. my first tots were.. how lucky am i... i can see.. den i imagined if i couldnt see anything... dam its such a torture.. u cant see ur loved ones.. ur close frens.. ur girlfren or the girl u admired or the girl of ur dreams .. lols.. i was like.. i suddenly felt they were so SO SO important to me.. [ honoured to be my fren hor?! ] lols.. anyway.. ya.. in life we keep taking things for granted.. until when the things happen to u.. u will noe the big word REGRET .. den u will come out with sentences starting with " If Only " .. so if u think u are not doing things right now.. better change it or else... CONSEQUENCES U BEAR [ quoted frm audrey chong.. ] hahas.. after o level hoohaa~~ results and posting blabla~~ maybe finally this blow was big enough for me to have the determination and the will to study... i fared bad fer o's .. and i kept thinking why didnt i study when i had the chance to.. now its all too late to do my o's .. unless i retake.. but i really dun wanna retake... so in the end i ended up in SIM..haha.. well good oso.. now that i got e determination and will... I WILL STUDY HARD!! lols.. i cant afford to fail again in my future education thingys... lols... anyway.. today was quite good day fer me.. met shiwei at 8am went to 4 diff poly to appeal for e sake of appealing... then went to SIM to register... dam the poly campus are so cool.. its big and environment so good.. lols.. " if only " i studied harder i will be in there.. hahas... when i went to appeal.. all the IT courses COP was lowered ... then i was like ... dots.. den i appeal for wad.. not eligible at all -.- ... nvm... audrey chong ask me be kiasu abit try appeal all.. lols.. mrs chong's kiasu attitude.. haha.. but shes a nice teacher.. lols... anyway.. after SIM , went to paradigm ... saw mich's frens.. lols.. nth much for e day.. came home and slacked... hahas.. long post ...
note for readers : Cherish ur Loved ones... put a smile on your face.. tell them u love them.. hahas..
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